Somehow I landed in to ashram to know that the most awaited Vastu Shastra course has been postponed. The simple equation was evident.
Ashram-Guruji[Physically]==Eating food without hunger.
My mind switched in to planning mode and finally after satsang I decided that I am going for PanchaKarma treatment.
Over last 2-3months, no breakfast on time would have eventually resulted my Pitta imbalance(though I never got angry). I was in the joyful surrender to Dr.Lita. She touched my pulse and said my body has Pitta+Vatta imbalance,(though I can breathe properly) and advised me Virechana~.I was glad.
It started with 3 days of blissful (Abayanga) massage where I have to surrender everything(Vastram Samarpayami….)(except an old traditional langoti(9 cm2) from front).
First day I was instructed to do so,later it became natural.It was an absolute fantastic experience.
On the day of Virechana,I was given to eat a very tasty Ayurvedic halwa. I just ate like a glutton and then Krishna told me that I will ideally expect in 30min to 1 hour.I asked what I am expected now, he said Jai Gurudeva. He left reminded me not to sleep or meditate,neither I can move out of 109. I felt sleepy like anything,pretended that I am awake though the Expected thing did not allowed me to sleep.
Here is a chart which tells the rest of the story.
12 Potties in less than 4 hours on an average of 1 pottie/20 minute. Never I had experienced such awastha*.No knowledge point seem to be working there.
At Pottie# 11, I got mild fever and Krishan reported it to Dr.Lita. She came and asked what do u want now..I asked food. And after 2 hours of eternal wait, they served me a handful of rice boiled in water with a pinch of salt. Every bite had an infinite taste.
I was promoted to my favourite Khichdi the next day(though I hide and ate in the kitchen).
Khichdi
I realized that food is my biggest weakness.
A little work in the ashram here,met the angel Leslye and there I finally sat in the most awaited event, advance course. To my joy ,Dr. Mani was teaching the course.
Here is what I experienced during the advance course.
The Sound of Silence
The thoughts are ready to conquer me,
My breathe is there to secure me.
I Breathe-in with alertness,
Breathing-out brings joyfulness.
Every breathe I breathe,
Brings smile with ease.
The thoughts are working on Vayawastha*,
The breathe is working on bringing Awastha**.
I am not in a Hurry,
Hey ,my mind ,I am sorry,
As I have nothing to worry.
I remember Your(Guruji’s) Promise
Breathe in the body..
And the mind in the breathe..
In the center of the mind..
I AM…
The breathe flows like a breeze
And my mind freeze
And the time freeze.
Dear Guruji I realized,
Atleast,
I am the source of Peace.
I am Peace.
Oh!!Guruji,
You are the Prince of Peace.
In your Physical Absence,
I felt your Permanent Presence.
Love and JGD
Vishnu
~Virechana
A detoxification procedure by which toxins that cause circulatory disorders and toxins related to abdomen and pelvis are removed by purgation.
*Vayawastha->Logistics of money,past,future,plans etc.
**Awastha-> IS(the State) of mind.
